Come Rescue Me

Dear God,

how are you doing today? do you hear our songs like the angels' melodies? are you rejoicing or are you sad because there's still only a handful that would make it to your kingdom? Lord, why do I say I try so hard to bring people to your church but people got opinions, got questions, got emotions (they don't love you God)?
Lord, why do I say I try so hard, hoping one day you'll come rescue me?

God, i'm not perfect and I always fall short of being worthy. I say i've given my best but you know i haven't. why do people run away when your name is mentioned? is it cause the name strikes fear? or is it because you're like the friendless classmate throughout school?

Am I in your book God?

i'd write this letter, seal it and call on the postman. i see him out my window every morning when i wake to go to school God. But will he be there when all's said and done?
You're the yeast that makes a bread grow - You give the increase Lord. but i'm the baker, and the bakery's been shut for too long.
i've been trying to save this 1 soul Lord for so long now. Why do i say i try so hard - when i havent?

In your eyes we're all sinners Lord even when I say i'm trying so hard. but i'll stand for you God, and fall for anything. let me know that you understand. i'm no superstar and the spotlight's not on me.

God? When are you coming to take me home? I'm waiting to hear from you.

<3,
most unworthy